i cannot stop crying.

would you do this to me?

why would you fuck with my head like this? why would you tell me you’re in love with me, when clearly you arent. why would you make me empty promises? why would you say you bought me things, when you bought them for her? why would you waste my time? why would you spend hours on end talking to me, and then suddenly stop? are you bored? did you move on? am i too clingy? is the chase over? why can you have a girlfriend? but i cant have a boyfriend? why can you talk to any girl you want? but if i talk to a guy, you get mad?

you don’t know how depressed i am. you don’t know that i cut myself. you don’t know that i starve myself. you don’t know that i cry myself to sleep. you don’t know that i have actually thought about how pointless my life is. that i’ve thought about killing myself.

you know what i’m going through. you know how hard things are right now. you know how fragile i am.

so why? why are you doing this to me?

i need to get this out. i don’t know where else to write this.

i broke up with my boyfriend because of this kid.

i broke up with my boyfriend because i fell in love with this kid.

i broke up with my boyfriend because when i kissed him, i wish i was kissing this kid.

this kid. has a girlfriend.

this kid. tells me he’s in love with me.

this kid. tells me that he doesn’t actually care about her.

he tells me he’s never felt this way about anyone before. he says i’m beautiful. he tells me how much he loves me every single day. he tells me he considers me his girlfriend, not her.

this kid. still has a girlfriend.

this kid. says he’s mine. but i know he’s not.

i would do anything for him. and i’ve fallen head over heels in love with him. i believed him, i trusted him. i thought he could be right. that she didnt matter. that he is mine.

but i’m just, that girl.

i mean nothing. i’m just another girl.

Reblog this if you AREN’T homophobic.

thinnerthanbarbie:

h-o-l-y-f-o-o-l:

biblicalsense:

Just want to see how many of my followers actually reblog this.

Reblogging this…..

how could we not… NOT reblog this?

Like there’s anyone on tumblr who IS homophobic.

ninja turtles making out. wait what?

^Oh ninja turtles ;) ha

 Aww the ninja turtles(:
But seriously, if you’re homophobic, just unfollow me now.

My sister is a lesbian. Proud of her for being who she is, too

awh, ninja turtles :’) but i’m bi so bring on the gay.

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